quarta-feira, 13 de junho de 2007

sexy sunset

We went to the rocks that divid Copacabana from Impanima. We had already missed the sunset. But the sky was colors of blue, red, and yellow-orange. We sat drinking wine and eating olives. Kissing and watching another couple have sex on top of this other rock 20 meters away. We wandered off to the otherside of the rock. She had already removed her underware. Just wearing a little black skirt. I was nervous. She was excited. She was just sitting on my lap with my cock inside her. Her ass pushed up against me. It was so beautiful. Her smile, the rocks and ocean behind her. We sat on the end of the cliff for a long time and listened to the rythm of the waves crashing. The infinity of time and the smallness of our existance was very presents. It is rare that you get to sit with infinity.

sexta-feira, 8 de junho de 2007

mue duce

Wow this girl is fun. She is just the cutiest in the world. We went out to the funk party she is all jumping around and shaking her butt. She thinks that I am some sort of break dancer. Not sure why but when we meet she thought that I was a break dancer. So during the party she wanted me to go into the circle. I was too shy that night and didnt go in. It is funny how I get shy sometimes. After a while the constant different atmospher and the constant new faces gets overwelming. Had a wonderful time. I am going to miss this girl when I leave. So I will come back to Rio soon. but soon is three or six months. But I will come back.

sábado, 2 de junho de 2007

meu braziliana

Wow, oh my god. she is such a cutie. We spent all last night watching "halloween" the heavy metal rock band. She was telling me stories of how shw was a metal head when she was 16. We ate chinese food and kissed all night. She is a super short little cutie thing. It is amazing how much I am drawn to her. It feels like the earth is off center when she is around. I just wanna be so close to her. I know that it is just an amazing crush, but that doesnt mean that it cannot grow into a real relationship. The only problem is that I am only here for two more weeks. Que lastima! I was planning on coming back in 6 months. I think that i will make it sooner. maybe 3. Also the more money I dont spend here the sonner I can come back. But it is hard I want to spend all my money on her.

I just cannot get her out of my head. her cute off-center smile. her amazing lips. Loving eyes. her little hands and sexy toes. and her small soft belly. I love bellies. And the small sexy underware that she has on around the house.

It is all so new. But I took her flowers to work yesterday. I dont know where it is going. I keep wondering why we have gotten so close so quickly. Today I will spend the day with friends. To make sure that I am centered and not completely sucked into her life. But I wanna be sucked in. But I also wanna be healthy. I keep wondering why. But that is kind of a useless question. The real question is "Are you going my way?" Love, marriage, children, adventure, excitment, peacfulness, a life beyond our wildest dreams, and saving the world. It is not as easy as you think. And you may think some of it trite. But it is really difficult and alot of hard work. The path is simple. "Dont let yourself stop yourself from being whatever you want" but the work sometimes feels like confronting death itself.

And again I think. Wow, my god. so cute.